a year has passed and i think i could have been more proud of myself. tried new things, new gigs came my way but somehow i feel this lingering stagnancy. i wish for the life of someone well respected, accomplished and powerful; wealthy with one's own prowess and ability - but i feel inadequate. i wish i did not view my self-worth through my success in life, but i am not sure why this is ingrained in me - and i do feel as if i could have done so much much more.
i should not feel sad. i am more than self-sufficient, capable of surviving within my means, but i want an extra-ordinary life. a life that creates inspiration from others - but how would this happen when even i do not think of myself highly?
for 2022, i wish to treat myself better, to measure myself less by the yardstick of the best in society, but with myself - and to congratulate myself for every little victory i might get with my hard work.
i hope for the best, and for me to be happy :)
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